my God is not a man
in my mind
He can’t be anything.
for i can’t comprehend
what would lie
at that edge of Knowing
could forgiveness not be ?
if for not ?
a first instance, of you ?
now i confuse: what is
with what was
with what i talk about
because God was not there
i thought He
wandered while i wandered
yet, the whole time He was
it was me
it was not him back then
it never could have been
if it had:
my god would be a Man.